Thursday, 31 July 2014

A void Moment...



Aaj phir khud se haare hai..
chahat mei teri khud ko vaare hai..

There are times when you feel happy and content from one side... and lost and so numb from other... 
One second you are hopeful.. wishful and simply joyful... and next second you feel so scared... so weak... so fragile... that even a passing breeze can shatter you in pieces... 
You feel a void within... you are not hurt... you are not crying... you are not basking in glory either.. 
It’s just one of those fine days... which you consider as well spent... yet this weird feeling is there... from which you wanna run away but you can't... you talk to yourself… ask yourself  to take it easy... but nothing helps.. 
You keep going down and down... and find yourself in the ocean of tears... for no particular reason they flow silently just like that... as coming straight from the soul… 
You wonder where that happiness disappeared... where those moments lost.. .but you find no answer... why few joys bring tears with them... why we have a tendency of looking back every now and then… why we can't live in the moment and erase the past... why the moment spent with someone brings so much pain instead of a smile... even when shared in a good way... is it because we grieve at our loss... or is it because  we know lost love can never be reconciled...


You know you'll be fine soon… but that void... that void will always always be there... coz no one else can fill that... a gift from the lost life... even if you will try to fit the same person in that... you'll fail… coz they are not the same anymore... things change... time change… and so do people… people will always come and go every other day... as long as I am alive... but that void... that void within me will never leave my sight.. 

Stop chasing the footprints of lost time… make new path and see new dreams.. Right na!! 


Song of the moment: 
Zindagi ke safar mei guzar jaate hai jo makam... vo phir nahi aate.. ek baar chale jate hai jo din raat.. subah shaam.. vo phir nahi aate.. 
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10 comments:

  1. Anonymous31 July 2014 at 18:54

    Very true.. Just got reminded of someone..

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  2. J31 July 2014 at 20:15

    Good... those voids are there to remind ourselves about self during that lost moment..which we miss in ourselves. Yes we do. Think about it..good piece.:)

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  3. Unknown31 July 2014 at 20:47

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  4. Unknown31 July 2014 at 21:16

    Very well written... Touches the soul... Definitely reminds one of those lost beautiful souls of the past !!!

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    1. Unknown1 August 2014 at 11:00

      Thanks :)... i m happy to seee your very first comment :p

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  5. the game31 July 2014 at 22:50

    very true.... everyone in any part of the world would feel this moment more than one time....

    I guess that is why they say.. ' you can never be complete"... because somewhere somehow.. we might have missed something that did not seem much.. but it would have been a vital piece.

    well written girl

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  6. infinity31 July 2017 at 23:49

    That void is summation of all the people you miss, all the feelings that went blank, all the hurt and happiness that went by, all the emotion that once you had. It's actually a mix of all at one single point. That point sometimes grows to envelope you and sometime shrinks. I would rant on...leave it...

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