Ray of Hope

Sometimes things which seems so tough to do at times... Becomes so easy in one particular moment and if you can catch that moment...

You just do them without any extra effort.

Just like that, with no worries... No sad teary face... in fact you feel so relaxed and peaceful... yes! Who wants to fight with oneself every moment...?

Who want to carry unwanted load of thoughts of confusion... Who want to think what will come next... sometimes things cool down on its own as time passes by.

But sometimes you keep them on hold for years as you don't want to hurt the other one involved... And sometimes you just don't have enough guts to end them coz somewhere in your heart you still have a HOPE... 

But that hope too start dying eventually with time... and then you feel suffocated... you hate yourself for being such a silly head... you want to run away from all that.. You crave for freedom... you want to move on... but still find yourself stuck in same place... frustration... anxiety…guilt all together makes you sick..

A dark spell and you lose yourself completely... you cry... you scream... nothing helps... and suddenly things change and you move with the flow... and then everything is fine.. You get hurt... you give pain... you have pain... tears flow silently... but in spite of everything you feel so calm and content... you feel yourself.. A little smile beautifies your face... And you see a RAY OF HOPE... Over the horizon... and you gather your FAITH in yourself again and wish for the best...

Something like that happened ... it took a long way but finally... I was standing at one point for long time and now it seems as...

Barso se ek mod pe ruki thi zindagi..
ab lagta hai.. ek pal mei..
tez bahut tez chali ho jaise..


Yes!! Seems my life is moving at a good pace now... so many new things... new hopes...New destinations... a new fight with destiny... everything has an end... And everything have a new beginning always.. 


Song of the moment: 

In dinno dil mera.. mujhse hai keh raha.. tu khawaab saza.. tu ji le zara..